He kissed my forehead w said goodbye awl ma bas my forehead i could feel yasmeen starting to miss him again.
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The night ended we had a bbq w g3dna nsolf, frena bl club car elen 9aar ymkn 1? W they were getting ready to leave.
Mama: goomi mama yalla
Me: mo raj3a elbet
Mama: hw leh 9arlk km yom hena
Me: 6yb?
Mama: turkie mshtaglk 6yb
Me: turki kla 3nd 3bdulra7man (turkis best friend from birth) lw yboon yjooni hena bokra 5leehm yjoon m3 elswag.
Mama: la mshwar m3 elswag
Me: 5la9 5leeh eklmni w ana bjeeba hena w brj3a
Mama: bra7tk 7beebti yalla t9b7een 3la 5er
They all went to the car and packed their stuff inside of i went up to my room ela yasmeen t6g elbab
Yasmeen: 3adi ad5l?
Me: ee hla 7yak
Yasmeen: glt lhm a7taj shay nseta
Me: shnseti
Yasmeen: bs knt abi agoolk y5leekm lb3a’9 w y7’9k faisal is one of those guys eli ma tglen mthla
Me: ameen ya rb, w adri
Yasmeen: 6yb la a6wl 3lek nice seeing u
Me: mshtagtla?
Yasmeen: uh
Me: gooli el9dg 3adi
Yasmeen: shwy ymkn
Me: aha 6yb la t6wleen 3lehm
Yasmeen: have fun m3a elyom
Me: ha?
Yasmeen: sm3ta egoolk ma y3rf he whispers
Me: oh ty ig
Yasmeen: yalla gn
Me: gn
And so she left. I felt mo heart broken bs mtrfza w glbi ‘9ygni bzyada g3dt a6l3 netflix len faisal called
-CALL-
Faisal- hla 7beebi
Ghaida- hla
Faisal- ha mta tbeen ntgbl?
Ghaida- uf mali 5lg a6l3
Faisal- y3ni ma ashoofk?
Ghaida- shryk tji ng3d bra chaleti w n6fi elnoor m7d bygdr eshoof
Faisal- shll m95ra ha4i?
Ghaida- m3lek m7d 7olna s3 3 elfjr w mo wajd mswyeen check in hena a9ln
Faisal- fine bs were risking alot
Ghaida- shd3wa lw a7d ja rk’9 3l beach mo knk g3d m3ai
Faisal- ok 7beebti two mins aw akoon 3ndk
-CALL ENDED-
So i wore some sweats w a hoodie lna kan chilly shwy swet a pony tail ma kan leeh 5lg atksh5 W rsli message egooli ho bra. So nzlt aft7la elbab
Faisal: shzen?
Me: agool mo mtksh5a wla shay
Faisal: k4a wla k4a jmal
I smiled, we went out to the “backyard” of elchalet w we sat down in the dark 3l rml, my head on his shoulder and his arm around me trying to keep me warm.
Me: faisal
Faisal: 3oyona
Me: yasmeen still misses u
Faisal: hw mn wen hl klam
Me: hee galatli bnfs’ha
Faisal: shtbi 4i
Me: mdri 3n’ha lha wjh tgooli k4a
Faisal: m3lena mn’ha enti sm3i bs
Me: hla
Faisal: abi atgdmlk
Me: shno
Fahdah: gegee!!! Geegee!! Hw wenhmm
Fahdah ft7t elbab w shaftni ana w faisal cuddling on the floor w hee labsa a black tanktop w some short shorts
Fahdah: shit
Me: ya mama roo7i lbsi robe shay
Fahdah: ma knt adri 6ybbbb
Faisal: m3lek ma blf 3lek shft enough:)
Fahdah ra7at lbst into some going out outfits w rj3t
Fahdah: ana 6al3a
Me: s3 3 3la wen
Fahdah: bfur m3 ibrahim
Me: oh ok have fun
The night went on w we didnt discuss ena ytgdmli aftet a5r shay greto he left w ana r7t anam foog.
-3 YEARS LATER-
3 years passed and i am now 25 in my 3rd year of residency. Me and faisal are still close w try to see eachother bs we both get worked up m3 sh’3l my brother turki is now 15.turki knocks on my door.
Turki: 3adi ad5l?
Me: ee hla 7beebi 7yak
Turki: y7yeek 3adi as2l so2al?
Me: sure 7beebi shfeek
Mind you turki now is a teenager so t’3yr alot he has short hair mo mra skiinny he is a bit muscular bs mo eli 3’9lat just el teenager type eli you would consider “hot” for his age.
Tukri: 6yb mdri what type of older sister enti eli chill eli can talk to and shit wla mra strict 3adi tgooleenli awl?
Me: mind your language awl thaniyan ena shd3wa u can talk to me about ay shay
Turki: uhh
You could clearly see his face getting red
Me: a girl?
Turki: maybe?
Me: awl shay km 3mr’ha?
Turki: 14
Me: okay not bad 3ndk 9ora?
Turki: ig b tumblr 76a
Me: eksh5 tumblr b3ddd
Turki: ha4i hee
Me: tg9 3la meen ha4i mo 14
Turki: ela wallah she best friends with another girl im friends with
Me: whhhaat she looks 18
Turki: shes hot adri
Me: emsk elsank bs
Turki: sa3deeni 6yb
Me: shtbi msa3da feeh?
Turki: abi ashoof’ha
Me: your still young 3la 3la 63at m3 bnat
Turki: ma abi a6l3 m3aha abi ashoof’ha bss
Me: tell her that then
Turki: mdri ast7i
Me: girls dont like boys who arent men 5lk gentleman w kbr nfsk la tswi nfsk shyf nfsk w always care. W che ‘9b6t nfsk
Turki: okay i guess mra shukrrnnn
Me: shd3waa come anytime
And he left w i went back to studying.
Then i got a text mn mama
“Nzli elmjls ana w obok nbi nklmk b mw’9oo3”
My heart dropped i was scared to death. 3rfo 3n faisal? A7d yal shay? Tnfst w nzlt.
Me: hla?
Baba: hla baba d5li w skri elbab
And so i did i sat nervously in the seat across the room
Mama: shfeek trjfeen
Me: mdri ma nadetoni k4a mn elthnwy b3d ma 9g6t e5tibar
Mama: la ya 7yati mafi shay bs nbi na54 ryk 3n mw’9oo3.
Baba: erta7i ya babaa
Me: sh9yr
Baba: fee wa7d mgdmlk
Could it be?? Faisal finally did it after years of waiting. Bs weird he didnt bring it up ymkn kan ybi surprise.
Me: oh shsma?
Knt lazem at2kd 6b3n i was smiling and ready to say yes untll
Baba: 3bdul3ziz alx.
My heart dropped. I was scared. Really scared. Ma knt abi ebyn ena a3rfa fa i acted it out.
Me: oh a3rf bnat mn esm alx.
Mama: 9jj?? Wallah s2lt 3l wld elkel egool 3slll
Pft please.
Baba: ha 7bebti tbeen nswy shofa??
Mama: yalla 7beebti 3shanii
I couldnt say no byshkoon k4a bc if i tell faisal ho bytgdmli 3la 6ool w lw glt ee 3la a6ol lh w la l3ziz byshkoon. So ill just deny him later
Me: sure i guess. Mta tboon?
Mama: bokra.
Me: shnooo
Baba: ee 7beebti el obo bysafr sh’3l w b5a6ra eshoofk
Me: oh ok.
I went back to my room. And called faisal
-CALL-
Faisal- hla bglb faisal
Ghaida- hla 7beebi
Faisal- b’3eti shay?
Ghaida- ee wallah a7taj ashoofk el7een.
Faisal- okay ana bl library bl camp tjeen w nroo7 elmountain ntklm?
Ghaida- see u in 15
I got ready lbst lbs basic mra eli mo mhtma w 6l3t w9lt w i went to the top to meet him we were alone so g3dna 3l bench foog w shfna elview
Faisal: shfeek?
Me: the weirdest thing happend to me elyom.
Faisal: aish hoo
Me: fee wa7d tgdmli.
Faisal: shno?????
Mee: ee wallah 9dma li ana b3d
Faisal: w glti la 97? Ana bgdmlk el7een lw tbeen bs ma ttzwjen ‘3eri.
Me : ma glt la.
Wjha kna a7d 36a kf
Faisal: aish?
He got up to leave bs mskt yda,
Me: esm3 3ndi plan
Faisal: meen ho awl?
Me: shryk ma agool?
Faisal: meen?
Me: 3ziz
Faisal: aishh!!!!!
Me: ee bs esm3 ana bs broo7 elshofa bs w brf’9 3shan lw ent tgdmt agdr a8blk bdoon eshkoon.
Faisal: beshoof aish bji h4a el7mar
Me: la tswy shay mala da3ii
Faisal: lh da3iiii
Me: la
Faisal: okay bs tlbseen 3bya! Wla mo shay ‘9yg
Me: e9eer 5er lbokra
Faisal: bokra?!!!???
Me: yep
Faisal: okay
Me: z3lt?
Faisal: ee 6b3n bz3l
So i kissed him sree3 Bs to lift his mood
Me: a7bk w bs abeek ent.
Faisal: ana b3d bs lw 7ta mskk bgoom 3leh.
-THE NEXT DAY-
Kan 3la wgt elm’3rb w i was getting ready to see 3ziz y3.
Tksh5t shwy 3shan ebyn eni i was putting in effort to say no. Bs they dont know that.
Mama: yalla jhza? Hm t7t
Me: ee yalla bnzl m3ak.
I wore a dress that was till my knees in navy. With some nude heels, necklace and brackets and a ring to too it off my hair was wavy and parted in the middle. Make up was thick bs not that thick.
I took a pic and posted it on my story before going down.
I went down and d5lt da5l elmjls
Baba: hla bbnti
I smiled and sat quietly next to my dad.
Abo 3ziz: ahleen 7beebti
Me: hla
After the awkwardness they finally let me alone with 3ziz. I smiled till they left.
Me: ent shno???! 7mar??
3ziz: afaa leh elz3lll
Me: t3rf a7b faisal ma afhmk ya5i
3ziz: 36eeni lfa bs w t3ali g3di b7’9ni
Me: w5r 3ni ya 7mar
3ziz: shno bt9reen zojti.
Me: t5sy lw enk a5r rjal bldnya
3ziz: shlzen bs, tra wallah t’3yrt
Me; mbyn mn elhickeyy brgbtk
3ziz: shit mbyn??
Me: okay 5l9 wgtna ana bro7
He grabbed my hand and made me sit on his lap kissing my neck whilst i was trying to pull away
Me: w5r 3nii!!!!
3ziz: adri tbeeni
Me: your fucking drunk b3d!
He finally let go after i bit his hands.
Me: mgrf!!
And i stormed off.
Baba: ha 7beebi sh5bar
Me: hes ok bs ybeeli afkr feeh
Mama :54i ra7tk 7beebti
Days passed w i finally told them i didnt want him. Ma glt lfaisal aish swa 3ziz w ma bgool l27d. I was scared i felt disgusting just the fact knowing i sat on someone elses lap other than faisal. It kills me how dishonest im being bs i cant tell him he would go insane literally.
To be continued..
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2 in one day!
Xoxo, gege
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