Days passed w i finally told them i didnt want him. Ma glt lfaisal aish swa 3ziz w ma bgool l27d. I was scared i felt disgusting just the fact knowing i sat on someone elses lap other than faisal. It kills me how dishonest im being bs i cant tell him he would go insane literally.
.........................................
-1 WEEK LATER-
Mama: ha gege 8rrti?
Me: la lsa
Mama: mabeek tst3jleen bs s2lo y3ni
Me: mama mabi
Mama: 7beebti leh?
Me: mama ma abeeh byn wra 7rkat
Mama: leh swalk shay?
So i hid the bruising on my arm
Me: la mswa shay bs mo 3ajbni
Mama: w mt2kda mn hl 8rrar
Me: eeh mama mt2kda
Mama: 5la9 7beebti bra7tk el7een agool lobok w aklm oma
Me: shukrn mama
Mama: shd3wa 7beebi
And she left i felt this hugee relief inside me and so i called faisal
-CALL-
Faisal: hla 7beebi
Ghaida: glt lhm mabi
Faisal: w r’9o?
Ghaida: ee leh y’39booni lw eni mo mrta7a?
Faisal: 5la9 el7een agool lomi
Ghaida: hey la shwy shwy fj2a then yboon ygdmooli nfs elwgt stna sboo3 3la a8ll
Faisal: 6yb 7beebti bgool lomi bs w hee tklm’ha fj2a mta ma tbi
Ghaida: 5la9 6yb
We started chatting and then i slept fj2a with my airpods on. With my phone on the side facing up. W fj2a turki d5l b3d ftra 9’3eera. I could feel someone picking up my phone so i got up.
Me: wj3 shtbi
Turki: meen f?
Me: jeeb
And so i pulled the phone mna
Me: 6g elbab awl mb gdk ana!
Turki: asfeen bs ma knti trdeen lma a9wt 3lek
Me: y3ni nyma!
I could hear faisal saying hw shfeek gege so i told him
Me(to the phone): turki d5l 3lai
Turki: asm3 9ot rjal mn sm3atk
Me: shryk ma ttd5l w t4lf bra??
Turki: uh asfeen. Ma bgool l27d
Me: mafeeh shay tgoola a9ln.
And so he left
Faisal: hw shfeek m39ba
Me: mafeeni shay
Faisal: 6yb goomi nymeen 9arlna thlath s3at
Me: yalla el7een bgoom.
Faisal: shryk t6l3een elyom m3 elbnat tstansen shkla mw’9oo3 3ziz m’9ygk
Me: uh ay mw’9oo3
Faisal: shno ena tgdmlk b3d fe shay thani?
Me: uh la la
Faisal: yalla ana bnzl 3nd omi aklmk b3dain
Me: ok bye 7beebi
And we closed, i hated lying to him bs shswy. Wdi agoola mra bs 5yfa eswy shay yndm. Sht’het aroo7 bh so klmt my favorite cousin
-CALL-
Fahdah: shfeek
Ghaida: abi aroo7 bh
Fahdah: ok amrk wla tmreeni?
Ghaida: bmrk
Fahdah: 6yb agool l’ibrahim?
Ghaida: la mali 5lg a7d
Fahdah: 9yr shay?
Ghaida: la bs mali 5lg bgoolk bl syara
Fahdah: ok
-CALL ENDED-
Nzlt agool lomi broo7 b7rain kanay bl9ala m3 baba
Baba: hla bbnti hla
Bst rasa.
Me: ahlen
Baba: baba shfeeh ma 3jbk?
Me: 3ziz?
Baba: ee
Me: mdri jabli vibes mo kwys
Baba: aha 6yb shbtsween elyom?
Me: broo7 b7rain m3 fahdah lw 3adi?
Baba: shd3wa mb 7abseenk 5la9 kbrti w syara el7alk
Me: thankk uuu
Turki: wen btroo7een?
Me: bh
Turki: bellahh abi aji
Me: 6yb ej’hz yalla
Turki: d7oom 3adi yji?
Me: lw ahla ra’9yeen ok
Turki: 6yb el7een agoola
An hour passed and i was getting ready; lbst black balmain shirt m3 white high waisted jeans. W 3bya be’9a sh3ri mftoo7 natrual. 76et make up bs ma kan simple kan make up 6l3a y3ni thgeel bs mo thgeel. W lbst my cloud white yeezys.Turki 6g elbab
Turki: ad5l?
Me: zen t3lmt t6g elbab
Turki: haha yalla?
Me: ee yalla 5l d7oom ej’hz nfsa
R7na 3nd elsyara ezebda
Me: 5er wra wra
Turki: leh b3d
Me: fahdah btji
Me: jbt a7walk?
Turki: ee i think
Me: shyk lna lw w9lna henak w mo m3k bg6k b mac eljsr
Turki: mwjood mwjood
We drove to d7ooms and picked him up
D7oom: slam 3elekm
Me: w 3lekm elsalam mshallah kbrt
D7oom: eeh haha
Me: yalla skr elbab 3dl.
We drove to fahdahs
Me: yalla ya mama
Fahdah: kani jyaa
Me: ya ahleen
Fahdah: oh elmood t3dl klmti faisa-
6get’ha w i pointed back
Me: 7mara
Fahdah: hw fai fai klmteeha?
Me: ee bs lsa zgt elw’93
Turki: trana mo a’3beeya2
Me: agool chub ent elthani
Fahdah lft 3lehm
Fahdah: ouf mta kbr 4a
Turki shryk bs
Fahdah: wallah by6l3 muzz
Turki: shryk bs
And he blushes
Fahdah: h4a d7oom wla meen?
D7oom: ee d7oom
Fahdah: oola mta kbrt ent b3ddd
D7oom: shd3wa mafi t’3yrr
Fahdah: tanned 7lo lonk
D7oom: eljet shno eswy
Turki: agool la tswy nfsk ha ana a7sn mnk
Fahdah: ha goolili sh9yr
Turki: wa7d gdm lha w shafta w rf’9t
Me: turki!
Fahdah: shno meen???
Me: 3ziz alx.
Fahdah: 5er!!!!!!
Me: adri.
Fahdah: shybi feek 4a!!!!!
Turki: t3rfeena???????
Me&fahdah: chub ennt
Fahdah: mskk?? 3wrk??
Me: bgoolk b3dain lma egrood mo m3ana
Fahdah: y333
Me: adrii
Fahdah: zain glti la
Me: 6b3n
Fahdah: w fai?
Me: glt lha
Turki: 5la9 3ad fhmnakom mb bzran
D7oom: w ent la ttd5l
Me: a7bk d7oom
Turki: entbh fai btgoom 3lek
Me: 6eer
W kept driving len w nsm3 a’3ani.
Turki: uh city 97?
Me: tboon city?
Turki: a7sn wla?
Me: ok bng6km hena w 7na bnroo7 el3dliya w bnjeekm
Turki: ok
W9lnahm el city w now bnroo7 el3dliya
Fahdah: shawa feek
A drop escaped my eyes
Fahdah: hw leh 9eya7 mkyajk mami
Me: fahdah s7bni, g3dni b 7’9na w g3d ebws b rgbti len ma 3’9eta
You could see the shock in her eyes when i told her it hurted
Fahdah: gege gdam obok??
Me: ee t9dgeen shl ‘3ba??!
Fahdah: asfeen mdri shgool
Me: 7mar klb zgg
W ana g3d a’9’36 elboori
Fahdah: elshar3 ya 7lwa
Anyways r7na klna switch w klna
G3dna nsolf b3d 3n her engagement to ibrahim
Me: 8blti?
Fahdah: lsa ma glt lomi shay
Me: hw leh b3d
Fahdah: mdri 5yfa
Me: yalla bssss
Fahdah: t7seen?
Me: t7beena mo 97?
Fahdah: so2al a9ln?
Me: then do it
Fahdah: mdri mdru
Lama: gegee????
Me: lamaa
(Lw ma tt4kron lama hee kanat m3ai bl shla bl thnwy eli kanat g9a sh3r’ha boy)
Ezebda we hugged and we talked
Me: uff mn zman 3nkmmm
Lama: 7sett leena tw kanat blb7rain ams ra7at 3lek
Me: nyma hena enti?
Lama: haha nglt hena
Me: amaa ma knt adrii
Lama: ee wallah
Me: 7lo 7lo anyways o5oy bl city lets catch up later
Lama: yea go ahead nshoofch b3dain
And so we left w r7na el city G3dna ndwr 3la turki since mo g3d erd 3la jwala wla d7oom
Fahdah: kahm b canes
Shfnahm mn b3eed
Me: mt2kda?
Fahdah: ee shoofi labs blooza be’9a button up
Me: yalla emshi
As we get closer shfnahm m3 bnten one of them looking very familiar
Me: turki
Turki: uh- hl- hla gege 5l9to?
Me: ee bs bntswg w nmshi nroo7 bowling b mjs
Turki: oh ok
Turki: uh ha4i noura
It was the girl eli wrni 9ort’ha
Me: ahln noura kefk?
Noura: 7mdellah b5er w enti?
Me: b5er el7mdellah mshallah jmeela km 3mrk?
Noura: 14
Me: wow tjnneen for your age.
Noura: ktheer egloon thank you!
Me: shd3wa
Turki: ha4i gege, ghaida e5ti elkbeera
Me: w a7sn e5t i hope
Turki: my only sister.
Me: agool bs yalla have fun
El yom mr w shtrena ashya2 mostly 7g elmlka w mlk b3a’9 since 3arfeen w’93na ma ntwr6 w klmt turki yji elparking to meet us 3nd el bab
Turki: yalla?
Me: ee yalla
Fahdah: ha shsweto?
D7oom: r7na movie w frena 54na km shay
Me: movies m3ahm?
Turkie: la-
D7oom: ee-
Turki 6g d7oom
Turki: ma t3rf tskr ent???
Fahdah: aww cute first double date
Me: agool enti elthanya ‘39b tfkeerk k4a ha
Fahdah: la tnsen 7na b 3mrhm ha
Me: ana ma knt k4a 3ad s2li nfsk
Fahdah: t’97keen
Me: turki hee eli wretni?
Turki: yup
Me: aha mshallah 3lek
Turki: tra ik ur secrets ha asm3k felel la tgoolen lmama 3shan ma arj3a lk
Me: agool n6m bs.
W9lna mj’s w l3bna km game
(Mjs is a bowling spot b bh glow in the dark w k4a)
Fahdah: ja galk shay faisal?
Me: la leh-
Me: op tw ktb
-GROUP CHAT-
Ibrahim: bnat wenkm???
Faisal: ent b3d ma t3rf wen fahdah?
Ibrahim: ee wallah jwalha mgfl
Faisal: nfs elshay hena
Fahdah: 7na b b7rain
Faisal: gege??
Fahdah: g3da tsoog ma tgdr trd
Faisal: gooli lha leh ma galatli???
(Out of group)
Fahdah : faisal egoolk leh ma glteela-
We all had a shocked face on us
Turki: faisall haaaa
Me: turki en6m
Turki: shft glt lk wrahm 7rkat
D7oom: ya5i shd5lk yboy la tnsa noura ha
Turki: shes just a friend
Fahdah: eeh mra just a friend
I looked at both of them through the mirror
Me: 3yal elklam eli blsyara ma y6l3 fahmeen??
Turki: ebshry meen ydri?
Me: bs yousif gool l3bduallah bjeek 6rag fahm?
Turki: shd3wa agoolll
Me: anyways goolila nset
-GROUP-
Fahdah: nst
Faisal: shno tnsa
Ibrahim: w enti b3d leh ma gltili
Fahdah: leh lazem agool?
Ibrahim: ana rylk lazem tgooleenli
Fahdah: lsa mo ryli ma glt lahli
Ibrahim: allah yhdeek next time gooli
Faisal: 5li gege trd ft audio
-END OF GROUP CHAT-
-F CALLING-
Bl syara elscreen jani incoming call mna fa rdet w 5leta 3la audio elsyara lna knt asoog
Me: fahdah 54i jwalthm
Turki: 5er
Fahdah: jeebo jeebo
They gave her their phones 3shan mai koon 3ndhm proof lw yboon yf’97oona
-CALL-
Faisal: shno y3ni ma knti btgooleenli?
Ghaida: 7beebi mra m3wrk eni mo gyltlk??
I could hear el3yal wra giggling w turki tklm gal tdl3a b3d
Faisal: meen ha4a?? Meen m3ak??
Ghaida: yooh shfeek faisal
Faisal: ya bnt meen m3ak!
Ghaida: turki w d7oom!
Faisal: meen 4ola b3d?? aftk mn 3zizi tjbeenli 4ola?? Wen ga3deen
Ghaida: tra your making a really bad first impression 3la my youngest brother w h4a ent btgdmli b3d
Faisal: shit ysm3ni?
Fahdah: klna nsm3k
Faisal: allah yhdeek ya gege
Gege: g3d asoog b3d shno g3d tdgdg
Faisal: 5la9 6yb turki sh5bark?
Turki: 7mdellah b5er w ent?
Faisal: b5er 7mdellah Kbr el9ot at4kr w ent 9’3eer 3ad lma gege tsweelk face time w 7na bspania
Turki: ent mn ayam spania b3d haa t9dmni gege kl yom
Faisal: emsk’ha zen bs
Turki: ebshr
R7na arabella ho ‘ghwa bs fee shisha w live music we dont smoke bs nroo7 lna elcafe w elg3da bra 7lo
Turki: shjybna mkan shisha?? Tshysheen b3d??
Me: la ya 7mar g3dthm w music 7lwa
Fahdah: and the guys too
Me: eskti bygool lfaisal 4a now that they know eachother
Turki: m95ra wallah
G3dna w rwgna w zhgna mn bh fa rj3na el khobar w all was well.
-1WEEK LATER-
Mama: mama 7beebti t3ali
Me: hla
Mama: wa7d thani gdmlk
Me: hw mno b3d
Baba: mo lazem lw enk mo jahzah
Me: meen ho?
Baba: wa7d esma faisal alx. Mshallah 3leh elwalad r7t ghwa m3a w mshallah eslooba ejnn
I almost cried bs i wanted to wait till i got to the room finally faisal gdmli b3d kll eli 9aar a5ern the day eli ana knt astna mn r7t spaina w t3rft 3leh w 3rf eni a7ba!
Mama: ha tbeen tshoofena?
Me: lw baba egool kwys elrjal why not.
Mama: ok mta tbeen elshofa?
Me: uh b3d yomen?
Mama: ok el7een agool loma
I ran back to my room to call him
-CALL-
Faisal: hla b glbi w 7ob 7yati
Me: sweta haa!!
Faisal: atmna tbeen tshoofeeni 3add
Me: ee 6b3nnn
Faisal: a7bk gege
Me: 3ad shoof mdri lw a7bk yet y3ni bs nmshee’ha
Faisal: afaaa az3l?
Me: wla tz3l ya b3d glbi
Faisal: elwalda jya aklmk b3dain.
-CALL ENDED-
I straight away went and called 3thoub w fahdah
-GROUP CHAT-
Ghaida: bnat broo7 el chalet 3ndi news eli ybi yji
3thoub: mreeni ma 3ndi shay aswy
Fahdah: 2
Maryam: 3
Me: uuff zen sm3na 9otk maryamm
Maryam: hahah msh’3oola m3leshh
Me: lsa bet mama 3isha nyma?
Maryam: yuppp w tra bjeeb deema m3ai
Me: deema spania??
Maryam: yupp
Me: allahh 7yaha allah
R7t 3nd mama agool’lha
Me: mama broo7 elchalet
Turki: bellah wdeeni m3ak
Me: ent w d7oom?
Turki: please el3yal klhm henak
Me: wen b76km ha4a elmshkla
Abduallah: shd3wa el jeep fee shn6a 76eehm henak
Fawaz: baba abi roo7 elb8ala
Abduallah: el7een inshallah nroo7
Fawaz is hanouf and abduallahs son.
Hanouf: gege yasmeen henak i think.
In my mind im saying fun
Me: wallah? M3 meen?
Hanouf: 9deegt’ha w7da esm’ha nourah alx 3nd’ha chalet henak 9arat troo7 wajd
Me: aha
Nourah alx kanat one of my bestest friends blthnwy (shoofo ch 1 lw ma tt4kron)
Hanouf: hangout you too ma a7skm close 9yreen
Me: bshoof
Mama: btnameen henak?
Me: ymkn mdri
Turki: bellah 5n nam
Me: sure ig
Abduallah: entbhi 3la nfskm
Me: yalla goom ej’hz
Turki: el7een aklm d7oom
The only reason mb3da mn yasmeen lna she was trying to steal faisal back. Sending him stuff b new accounts mala om da3i. Elmshkla i thought t’3yrt bs laaa abd back to her own ways.
5l9t j’hzt shn6ti w lbst cozy clothes since twa s3 2 w 6l3t 3l syara, mret kl a7d mshena 3l chalet
Fahdah: shlon d7oom w turki k4a b3deen
I fixed my mirror so i can see them better
Me: 3yal kl shay tmmam???
Turki raises his thumb in the air
Deem: shtgt llkhobar!!!
Maryam: wallah ‘9lam bdoonk kann
Deem: adri adri
Me: so trkti valencia?
Deem: ee walllah ma gdrt b3eed w not much arabs b3d t5rjto
Maryam: bs she did meeet a guyy b tumblrr
Klna: ufff
Me: spillll
3thoub: 3ad mo gdam el3yal
Fahdah: t’97keen 3rfo kl shay 3n faisal already
Deem: lsa m3 faisal????
Me: ee haha that was kinda of part of the news
deem: shno b3d
Me: faisal gdmli
They all shouted for joy
Fahdah: ana b3d ibrahim gdmliii!!!
Me: ya 7’9naa bssss
Maryam: allah y5llkm lb3a’9 thenkmmm
3thoub: ma a9dg elkl lga a7d w ana g3d akl tbn
Fahdah: mn yomna ngool ma bttzwjeen enti elom bl shla
Me: ay shla ya mama bs 9aar us three
3thoub: a7sn
Me: t5ylo hanouf galatli ena yasmeen elzgg ex faisal 9yra close m3 w7da esm’ha nourah alx. Ring any bells?
Fahdah: nourah ma ‘3er’ha?????
Me: t5yliii
3thoub: 3shan k4a 6l3t mn el group gbl sh’hren el e5t mb3daaa
Me: ama ma la7’9t haha
Turki: 3lo el 9ot el drama 7gkm fkk
Klna: chub ent
Bs 3lena el9ot
W9lna w g3nda shwy d7oom w turki ra7o jet skis w e7na g3dna bl beach shwy b3dain gmna bnt3sha bl diner, r7na eldiner w 54na 6wla ela 3 girls d5lo w g3do bl 6wla eli close enough ymdena nshoofhm.
3thoub: kahm w9lo
Deem: yghroon
Fahdah: e’97koon wallah
Me: y3 bs t5z
Klna w kl shay w lma 7na 6lbna check hm b3d. W lma kna ngoom mro w swo nf’hm mra they give a fuck fa slmo
Nourah: wow bnat mn zmann 3nkmm
3thoub: haha ee 6l3a mn elgroup b3dd
Nourah: ‘3yrt jwali 3shan k4a
Fahadah: aha
Yasmeen: sh5bark gege shlon hanouf bbetkm
6nsht’ha w s7bt elbnat w mshet jt wrai w s7btni 3la jmb
Yasmeen: feeh mshkla?
Me: shryk tn6men w tt7rken gbl la yjeek shay ma tben yjeek
Yasmeen: m3lesh wsh swet were family y3ni
Me: family my ass
Yasmeen: shno?
Me: w el ashy2 eli trsleena ln9eebi??? Kl ma swalk block sweti account jdeed needy much??
She went quite
Yasmeen: uh- shlon 3rfti w n9eebk??
Me: shno shlon 3rfti ja gali b3d!! Ee n9eebi tgdmli ya mama ystnak??
A tear falls down her face
Yasmeen: sam7eeni wallah mo g9di shay
Me: aha ok ma 3ndi klam m3ak t3ali klmeeni lma tkbreen 3glk w ttrkeen el 7rkat mal bzran. Kbri ya mama
w it felt good. R7na elchalet to relax shwt glt llbnat elsalfa kl’ha w g3dna n6al3 movie
Deema: banat ybi eshoofni
Me: mno
Deema: saud!
Me: ola mno ha4a b3d
Deema: mdri shswy not the m5awa type bs i like himmm
Maryam: ho hena now??
Deema: eee
Fahdah: shlon you met?
Deema: tumblr?
3thoub: oola ya tumblr
Maryam: meet him 6yb
Me: roo7o el beach eli 3l tip m7d 7olkm
Fahdah: emshi ana bnzlk
Me: have fun;)
Let me explain shkl saud; hes tall and handsome, sh3ra buzz cut . Brod shoulders slick jawling, muscular bs mo mra t3ni average, fashion style always on point w reallyy wealthy
They left and the night went on elbnat 6l3o bs bga ana w the boys bl chalet:)
Turki: gehe fee a7d 3l bab
Ft7 elbab lga rjal
?- wen ghaida?
Turki: Uh leh
?- wen’ha?
Me: meen 3l bab
Turki: mdri
I opened the door to see my one and only,
Faisal: ha shtgteeli
I went in for a huge hug
Turki: hey hey meen 4a
Me: n9eebi yl7mar
Turki: faisal?
Faisal: fee ‘3eri??
Turki: 7yak ed5l
D5l w g3dna bl 9ala nsolf w the boys wa7d wa7d ra7o foog “enamoon”
More like giving us personal space, i cuddled with my husband to be in the dark.
Faisal: allah bshoofk bokra “for the first time” gdam ahlna
Me: ma b’3ena
Faisal: 7set kna 6wlna?
Me: la wallah?
Faisal: ya 7’9i bs
Me: faisal tra 9aar shay bs la t39b
Faisal: sh9aar
And i told him aish swali 3ziz
Faisal: leh ma glteeli?
Me: faisal la tswy shay please
Faisal: lazem a6l3
Me: faisal 7beebi ahli beshfoonk b3d yom bellah la tt’hwsh w e9eerlk bruises
Faisal: m3lek mni entb’hi 3la nfsk
He kissed me goodnight and left. Allah ystr 3leh bs i love how calm he is alround me. He doesnt like seeing me scared.
Turki: oop-
Me: wsh shft???
Turki: wla shay wla shay
Me: beni w benk ha
Turki: ebshry
To be continued..
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